I'm leaving this behind..

Last week was one drama-filled week, one I've had for quite some time. What would you choose if what is at stake is friendship and what other people thinks of you? I never gave much thought about what people think of me cos see, when you go to UP, image doesn't really matter unless you let it get into you. But when friends starts to talk it bothers me so much. More than anyone could imagine.

I guess I never would understand why people feel the way they do over some things that shouldn't really be an issue nor a problem and much as I want to really comprehend, I really don't see any reason at all to find faults where there are none.

Anyhoo, I'm glad that it's all over for now. Just can't actually believe that I will dump a friend over buzzes and gossips and whatnots.

You are one of my best friends and I don't think it would be fair or right for you to drop me to be honest. But if you really ever do find that you have no choice then please just tell me and i'll just back off and be less there i guess, cos i'd rather just know and back off than just be dumped cos thats just kinda harsh

After reading this, I realized that what I was about to do (or have done!) was indeed harsh. I was so pissed that night that I was willing to do anything anyone would ask me to. And it doesn't help either when your closest friends can't seem to give you an honest answer without talking about it first behind your back.

Oh well. It seemed ages ago. I left all of the bad stuff in Talamitam when I went there. I'm sorry if I wouldn't come back there for a second time (but who really knows?!) maybe when everything down here's looking up a lot better, maybe then. I know I'll forget everything just like I've forgotten every other forgettable moments in my life, just give it a month or two haha.

Sorry for all the people whose life I messed up.What can I say, I'm one messed up kid myself.

Time for Survey questions

If I looked in your purse/wallet, what would I find?
-Kakarampot na pepay, resibo, pikachurs, ATM, laking National Card, Timezone Card, Movie tickets and lots of other basura..

Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed?
-Aba syempre bubuksan yung pinto muna sabay isasara!

Sleep on your back or stomach?
-Dapa! parang bata.. (huwaw, it rhymes!)

What would I find if I looked under your bed?
-shoe boxes, duffel bag, stardust, alikabok, gagamba? :p

Something that happened today that has made you mad?
-wala pa naman susme.

What will you do after this survey?
-e di balik trabaho ulit!

Why do you like the person you like?
-because...? kailangan ba ng dahilan. Just Because.

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
-dati oo. pero ngayong 2009 hinde na. Bagong buhay ba!

If you were given the chance to take care of a monkey for a weekend, would you?
-I have a lot of monkey friends, including meself. whut?

What is your current annoyance?
- mga chismosa. yung...

When will you turn 50?
- teka bobo ko sa math ha.. (does the math..) aaah. 2034!

Where do you wish you were right now?
-Sa Machu Pichu, sa piling ng mga llamas waaaah.

What song are you currently listening to?
-Matt Nathanson's Car Crash. kaadik-adik..

Have you ever passed out from drinking?
- ang tanong dapat e, have you ever drink too much alcohol?

What time did you wake up this morning?
-8..

What makes you laugh?
-mga funny stuff siyempre. kaengotans..

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- according to Bughaw, si Kimi ang huling nakausap ko sa phone haha.

What is the WORST subject they teach in school?
-E di Math! haha. joke lang. i know i know it's important. Hmm..yung mga subject na alam mo namang walang paggagamitan in real life.

How many times have you seen your favorite movie?
-If it's my favorite marami-rami na rin malamang!

What happened when you woke up this morning?
-Minulat ko ang aking mga mata para matambaran ng..same thing na nakikita ko araw-araw: kisame.

Is someone on your mind right now?
-Hala. Hindi kasya si someone sa utak ko! :p

Can you say the alphabet backwards?
-My goolay. Hindi normal na gawain yun hehe.

What color is your toothbrush?
-Blue na ngayon! Kahapon yellow kaso kapapalit ko lang kaninang umaga :)

Do you like the beach?
-YESYESYES! kahit na dehins ako marunong lumangoy.

Can you whistle?
-Suntukan na lang?

Please be more patient with me..

In times like these, remind me of the Good Times..

Carmen: How come it's easy for us to be mad at the people we trust?
Tibby: Because you know that they'll love you no matter what.

~ The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways..

This is becoming tiresome.

Yadda Yadda La dee da..

It's an unfortunate coincidence that this month alone, I know of 3 weddings that'll happen. Actually, one just happened earlier and the other two are just few days away.

Two of those 3 are of my close friends, one is an office mate and the other is an old college friend. I think this is the first time I'll have to attend a close friend's wedding since most of my friends aren't in the marrying stage yet haha. That includes me. I'm kinda getting pissed with all the "wedding" premonition some are throwing at me. For cripe's sake I just started a relationship and what do I know about making it last forever.

Anyway, I've nothing against marrying and people who marry the people they love. It's their thing, they are probably emotionally, mentally and financially ready about it so good for them, anytime they wish :) Just don't keep on insisting I am the next one in line. Bah getting married these days is not an easy feat hwoo. Don't even get me started.

Suprays!

Nakakatuwa naman. Muntik na kong malunod sa ideya haha. Para sa lahat ng aware (at adik) sa Pet Society, alam nyo kung gaanong effort ang kailangang gawin to come up with 92 balloons in a night. halos kalahati nga daw ay hiram dyan e. pero okay lang. it's the thought that will always count.

Maraming salamat sa human Cheesy. :p

PS: nakakapagod palang magbukas ng 92 gift boxes!

It Has Been a Great 2008

Personally, I can proudly claim that 2008 has been my year. Bathala has been so good to me, maybe not in everything, but mostly He has been really generous and kind. Whenever I think and look back at all the things that I've wished to accomplish, experience or simply to have, I just shake my head na lang. Out of those 8, isa lang naman ang di natupad. Well I guess at that time it was still a grand wish. Nevertheless 7 out of 8 is not bad. Not bad at all.

I am thankful and grateful for:

* climbing a new mountain
* Visiting way too many churches
* Paete trip
* Dramachine Beybis' sorta reunion
* First Manila trip ( and meeting fellow Manila trippers)
* having my Tbud
* 2 Baguio trips this year
* Nueva Ecija roadtrip
* Kambini
* Holy Week getaway in Nueva Vizcaya
* A birthday celebration on an island (supeeer memorable)
* learning how to ride a bike (it's never too late!)
* eating in different restaurants
* Going to Pampanga to meet Ate Grace
* too many late night-outs
* simple dinner with friends
* Eraserheads' Reunion Concert ( kahit na nasa Masa side lang kami haha)
* New Job
* Dumaguete trip
* meeting new friends (and forging new memories and bondings)
* unlikely beach getaway months with my Bermillo family (ampon na ko!)
* JC
* joining a Marathon
* Manila Trip 1.5
* Enchanted Kingdom
* Kart Racing
* Concerts ( and getting starstrucked!)
* Riding a Helicopter (whoa!)
* Birthday surprises (always fun)
* unplanned trips
* Ultimate roadrip up North


At syempre ang pinaka-importante sa lahat, GREAT FRIENDS. Without which most of these won't be even possible. Haylabshu all!

For my target things to do this 2009, i need to come up with a better and stronger accomplishments in life such as having a 6-digit savings bank account. Kung kalabisan man yun, fine, let me make it 5-digit. One word: Goodluck!

Thanks 2008, Hullo 2009..

Whoopee New Year Everyone!