Happy Birthday Ate Greyz!!

due to the unexpected events that happened these past few days, i wasn't able to put up an updated online greeting for you. do not be sad though that this is all the words i can give to you because as i am writing this article my mind is now exactly grappling for the right words i have to write in my next story..until then, please bear with me.

So, to one of my perpetual light givers, Happy happy birthday my ate! i do, do love you too!!

Back to the Path of the Beam

Just like how Eddie Dean feels whenever the ka-tet get lost sight of the beam but eventually finds it again, i too, felt the same way. I found my own beam back, thank goodness for that, and the past hazy days are now but all part of the past.

My frustration from last week's activities' ended at exactly 6:40 pm, when juraine stayed with me for a while (while we hoard foods from AS!). Of course, everything wasn't OK then, but at least I was smiling again. When I entered the Fair that night, i didn't know that it was gonna be a LONG but eventful night and that it gave me back all the happiness I lost along the way that fateful week.

the Best parts of the Night:
1. Seeing Honey again after a long, long time! Mahabang istorya na punung-puno ng drama but what mattered most was, she was there, just as she promised!
2. On a more personal matter, i am so relieved that everything went alright between ----- and me. It beats winning a contest.
3. Master Rapper Francis M.'s performance in the fair. Akala ko never ko na syang mapapanood ng live, sobrang nakakatuwa.. and the crowd..napaka-solemn nila nung kinanta ni Francis M. yung kaleidoscope world.
4. Meeting Azilana! :)
5. Yung idea lang na kasama ko ang mga orgmate ko that night (especially the young ones), nakakatuwa na yun.
6. Stonefree's Ikot performance. Napa-haaaay na lang ako.
7. the long walk home at 4:30 am.

Basically, i'm feeling good despite my very much failing standing in Math 14. Probably because i already accepted it. Most of the time, acceptance is all we can do in order to move forward again. So, until then.

i was so darn depressed yesterday. not to add frustrated about everything that's been going on. i try to separate my "real" life when i am in school, but sometimes, sometimes ghosts keep haunting me and they won't freakin' stop. i have a different life in school, but sad to say, yesterday was more like a total scene of my dysfunctional family life.

kung sino pa yung mga taong inaasahan mo na masasandalan mo at pinagkukuhanan mo ng lakas, sila pa yung taong bumibigo sayo. mahal ko mga kaibigan ko, pero minsan parang hindi ako parte ng mundong 'to at lahat ng mga pinaghihirapan mo ay napupunta sa wala at nababalewala. konting konsiderasyon at appreciation. kung ang isang bagay na dapat ay nagbubuklod satin ay hindi na nagagampanan ang misyon nya, siguro panahon na upang mag-isip-isip.."

i'm one of 'em

kung wala kayong masyadong ginagawa, sagutan nyo na lang to! hmm..

my johari window
my nohari window

wala lang. gudlak sakin.

*pasintabi at pasasalamat kay pinggoy, kung saan nagmula ang lahat. :)

the adorable balloons!

the valentine aftermath

even with two exams waiting for me down the line (which I actually has just finished a little while ago), i spent the bloody, bloody day in various colors and moods, some bordering on near-insanity and constant depression. Alas, who can ever really fathom what lurks behind every cunning, shallow and mischievous minds. This is my 21st celebration of St. Valentine's Day in good 'ol Mother Earth. Some things never changed, some did, like the people I'm with that depressing nevertheless fun day. Last year, I was with my 3 closest friend in UP and we spent the night in the Fair. I still remember how bored the people were when Hale performed, and now look at 'em! Yesterday, as my friend said, she never realized that it was indeed Valentine's Day. Now I know what happens to workaholic people. :)

towards GREEN er, Revolution!

after such a long preparation in order to set up a booth for our organization that grand, grand day, it is now exactly a day behind us. I will proudly say that I have put my best efforts and given up my precious hours in exchange of my service to the org. The president, however, did more than that. And whatever consequences this experience gave us i can never, ever blame her for her future decisions with regards to the organization. I am in debts to all the people who helped in their own way to make this project a success, but sometimes, we ALL need to swim together in order to achieve the goal we've been wanting all this time. In every achievement, expect to shell out sacrifices in order to attain all this. Nevertheless, the org did a pretty good job, apart from a few wrecked relationships (tee-hee), tired bodies and hot, hot weather, it really went great. more than what we expected.




Pink is the new Red

Since it was Valentine's Day yesterday, I expected to encounter a lot of Reds and even prepared my eye to see a lot of Reds, but NO, lo and behold, it seems that everywhere I turned my head, I saw people in pink! Girl, boy, bakla, tomboy. At least pink is soothing than red to look into.


On my unexpected lunch date

After 48 years of pagtatago, my good friend Jog finally decided to drop by and visit her long-lost kalabaw! Of course, with him around, i expected a riot and a long series of conversations edging with the who's who and what's what around the campus and our lives and his inflated ego as a topic, lovelife stories (old and new), catching up and walang kamatayang laitan. At least, some things in this life still never change. *I am looking forward to meeting all of you my WeAreOne friends again, especially Ate Greyz, Popsie and Rocky!!


Who art thou?

what an odd way to end a flat tiring day. A girl called. She wants to meet me because Somebody sent me a flower. But Somebody is a total shy person. No idea whatsover of his identity. That Somebody has a good idea of playing pranks and getting oh-so-mysterious. Probably wrong-sent. What the hey, i don't know. But my intuition tells me that Somebody is part of my circle. Meaning, could be anyone of you!!! She/he knows me by the name Marye. Beats me. By the way, it was white. The flower I mean.


Bloody, bloody day!

Silhouette photo

just found this while i was browsing in my snapfish account,

made me think of aurora again (sniff,sniff). it was a

shot in Sen. Angara's private resort there the day before

leaving Baler for Manila.

Happi Burthday Honeybun!!!

Hannee 101:

1. Napakainosente [namin] sa ibang mga bagay..:)

2. Napakareligious

3. Napaka-witty, bubbly at hyper kaya kami nahahawa rin sa kanya!

4. Kahit antukin sya, nakakaya pa rin nyang mag-aral!

5. May sense of organization, lalo na sa study habits, grabe, grabe!

6. Opinionated na bata.

7. Ang bait na kaibigan, anak, kapatid, estudyante, etc..

8. Dahil sa kanya nakarating din ako ng SM Southmall at SM Bacoor. Napagsuot nya kami ng formal gown nung debut nya (na super talaga!).

9. Tinuring nya ko (kasama ng buong pamilya) bilang isang extended family member. :)

10. Very forgiving person.

11. Kadalasan, sya ang source ko ng mga high faluting words.

12. One of those people who appreciates my so-and-so writing skills.

13. She sees the good in everybody, pramis!

14. Kapag nainlab 'to, todo. But underneath all that, alam nya kung hanggang saan na lang at kung kailan tamang huminto.

15. Very friendly at bihira lang naman ang mga mood swings nya. Minsan lang talaga sya magalit at yun e talagang pag sobra na nga talaga.

She's one of my oldest college friend and i do, do love her!

Misyu!

kahit na nagulantang pa ko kaninang umaga sa pag-aakalang "syet,late na 'ko!" ng marinig kong sumisigaw ang lola ko sa pinsan ko na alas otso na (at magsisimba na sila!) ay nakarating pa rin naman ako ng on time sa exam ko. At ang masasabi ko, (pasintabi,isa na naman uling) "syet, ang lameggg!". Napapailing na lang ako sa mga binabasa kong questions dahil pambihirang patis, parang lumipad talaga sa utak ko. Pero malamang di lang yun ang dahilan dahil alam mo na, "once a crammer, always a crammer".

Nwey, wala akong balak mag-dwell sa bwakanang exam na yan dahil mas marami pang importanteng bagay kesa dyan (hala!)!. katulad nung friday, ewan ko ba naman sa server ng blogspot at dehins makakonek, yan tuloy dito na lang ako naglabas ng kainisan. haha! Di ba importante naman yun? (with matching doe eyes!)

Dahil sa may time constraint ako ngayon, bukas na lang uli ako magpapalahaw ng mga matinong bagay. Pero bago yun, gusto ko lang sabihin na:

1. Maganda naman yung Big Time ah! Anong nangyari sa mga Pilipino? Sabi nga ni Pepe Diokno, di pa siguro ready ang mga pinoy sa mga bagong tema at istilo ng pelikula. Pero balang araw...
2. Sana hindi totoo ang chismis na matatapos na ang Etheria (at least wag muna ngayon, mga next month naman! nyahaha.)
3. 3 na ang Neil Gaiman ko! WEEEEHH!
4. May utang pa rin akong kwento kay Ate Grace (di ko nakakalimutan!)
5. May problema talaga ang Blogspot sa ibang server. ARRRGGGHHH. Blogdrive or LJ? LJ si ____ e!hmmm..
6. Namimiss ko na ang mga Highschool Classmates ko...terible!!!
7. Si izay at che-che nakita ko lately lang, so, nasan si Honeybun?!!!
8. Ang alitaptap ba kahit ikulong mo di agad mamamatay at mawawala yung liwanag nya?
9. Sumakabilang buhay na si Dilat nung Huwebes. Wherever do fishes go when they die, i hope there's water there. :)
10. Andaming nangyari kahapon. Tsk,tsk. Sayang. Andaming naging epekto tuloy.
11. "What the world needs now is love, swet love.." I rest my case.

Hey, hey, hey, Luna Lovegood!

Presenting the newly found Luna. Mukha ba syang Loony?

Hmm..Pwede. Kaya lang may di tama sa kanya, di ko lang

mawari kung ano. Nwey, nakalimutan ko na pero

blonde nga ba si Luna? Di ba black? ewan.

My memory is failing me again.

Pero sabi sa mga balita, ang ganda daw ng eyes nya, gray!

Hay, nabuhay na naman tuloy ang pagnanasa ko

sa next HP installment at syempre yung last book.