It's Baaaccccckkkkk!!!!

Finally. akala ko wala na talagang pag-asa na ibalik ang against the flow sa airwave. buti na lang may mga kind soul na gumawa ng paraan para maibalik ang show na ito!

asteeg kayo!

salamat!

He rocks!

friends *-*

*sorry at di ko nailagay yung iba. ang panget kasi, deformed! sayang! pero gagawan ko ng paraan yun mga dramachine babies.:)

images from aurora

the team..

go bazal, go bazal, bazal...

sabang at night..

ang mga puno ng niyog..

Kakamiss talaga ang Aurora, in fairness!

Sana mapuntahan nyo din 'tong lugar na 'to, astig e!

DULLNESS

hay, almost two weeks na din ang dumaan ng walang lakwatsahang naganap.
windangers kasi ang mga aurora people ngayon. what with pinky's constant nagging about our PSEPs and maps. pambihira. buti nga, medyo napahinga sa 199 (after that draining wednesday!), 183 at 185.

right now, i'm beginning to hate somebody. kaso,it's not in my vocab to hold a grudge to anyone. i mean, anyone. have to find things to look forward to. may ps2 nga pala next week! at orientation ng UP Explore! sana maging successful.

namimiss ko na ang sorg.somebody sent me a friendster message yesterday.unexpected person.hmm..surprising. di na ko nakakapagsalita ng bikol! hayyy.. (an crush ko, amo pa man gihapon, minsan maogma kay nahihilingan.kaupod ko man kunta,pero harayuon man . basta, kalibong! kauyam).hehe.


*sorry for a bit of bikol lines..hope you don't understand what it means.haha!

i see you...

proximity is dangerous even if one thinks it's all too good.
can't be near nor too far..
nearness could be an advantage, so is distance too. in many ways or so..
but being near could only mean holding back.

but i"m too glad i was there when you needed it, after all i was near.

sleep deprived child

due to the increasing number of loads from different subjects, I have no choice but to cut working hours from my sleeping hours. The amount of work I am (and most of my friends) doing lately is enough to keep everybody’s head to burst out any second.

one good thing about it, though, is I know I am not alone in this insanity. Whenever I feel like talking to anyone about this mayhem, I’m sure someone out there would be bound to answer right away.

Here’s to the sleepless nights we shared and will continue to share.

Rock!

*we did it! Hang on for the next blow…

treading to live

Matagal ko nang gustong matutong lumangoy. Syempre, feeling ko kasi alien ako sa gitna ng mga taong parang isda kung lumangoy: walang ka-effort effort! At feeling ko, praktikal lang talaga yun dahil dios mio, tayo’y nakatira sa isang bansang napapaligiran ng tubig.

Sad to say, di nagkaron ng chance. Ewan ko ba. Dahil wala ding nagtyagang magturo siguro. Hanggang sa ayun, eto na ko. Sariling langoy lang ang alam. Bahala na,keep off the deep parts na lang. pero di ibig sabihin non na wala akong hilig sa tubig. Kabaliktaran pa nga e. masaya sa tubig. Mapa-ulan, swimming pool, dagat at kahit sa baha! Haha.

Pero never naman ako nawalan ng pag-asa na matututo din akong lumangoy someday. Dahil sa isang episode sa discovery channel, yung “so you wanna be…?” kids segment, na napanood ko nung high school. Isang featured na trabaho that time e isang dolphin trainer. Inspiring. kasi sabi nya, hindi talaga sya marunong lumangoy bago sya pumasok dun. 21 years old na sya ng matuto syang lumangoy. So, simula non, binibilang ko na kung ilang taon na lang ang natitira sakin para matuto kong lumangoy.

Eto, 21 na ko. Muntik na. Buzzer beater ika nga. Kahit na ayokong sumali ng bagong org, nagkaron ng dahilan, para lang matutong lumangoy once and for all.

Yung first pool session e medyo disappointing sa umpisa. Sabihin na lang nating di ganun ka-keen magturo ang mga mems. Buti na lang matiyaga yung inassign sakin. Hay, so thankful for that. Di nga ko makapaniwalang nagawa ko ng maayos yung mga pinapagawa nila sakin. Pag pinatalon, talon na lang. bahala na. swim for your life na lang. naisip ko kasi, instinct na natin yung lumangoy kapag feeling natin malulunod na tayo. Ganun yung sakin. Wag lang nila kong orasan sa pagte-tread.

Ang sarap ng feeling ng naka-fins at nag-i-snorkel! Hay…kakaiba.

At eto pa ang pinaka-astig, nakatalon ako sa tubig na 12 ft ang lalim from 5 meters above! Ha! Ako na hindi makalangoy to save my own life e nakalangoy. Astig!

*salamat kay Bry ng MBS at kay Carlo na din, sa walang sawang pag-aahon samin. Kay Kimi (na anak ng tubig!), sa pagpilit sakin,sa pagpapahiram ng gears at sa mcdo. :)

Phases

just a few days ago, a friend was having a hard time dealing with her past's future that she actually ended our text conversation by saying that i'm sorta lucky i have my clark right now (but she was already OK by that time). I like what i answered to her.That maybe it was just my time today to be having these things in my life for she is actually a witness to my previous-sorry-state.I never asked for it but still i got it. We probably just have to learn to accept things and be happy for another person even if it seem to be the hardest thing to do. After all, what you've felt? It's the first deadly sin, my dear, according to Lawrence Sanders.:)

Here's to the new you mah friend!

We'll all be happy someday! Blessed are those who suffer...
(mentally,emotionally,physically,financially!haha)

see you soon!

*ish alryt fwend!:)

nyahaha!

heard any news today?
what's the latest about clark?
parang di daw sya nababanggit sa mga entries ko lately.
Haha!
personal reason i guess.
But for those who are concerned, yes,he's still the object of my so-called affection.Meron pa bang iba?
Well,he's still giving me headaches,good times,fleeting times,confusing moments, trivias and inspiration. erm, i really sound corny.so much for clark.must stop NOW.
kaya ayoko nang magkwento e.

:)

Pieces of May

FLASH:Professor Severus Snape is the Half-Blood Prince.galeng ng mga theories.

studious girl sighted in casaa! pumapasok kaya sa utak nya inaaral nya?

kimi!!!boylet..uy! nwey,found someone with the same "disabilities".haha.for the lack of better words to define it.as mbs says, "life's a beach".

short stay sa lib.trying hard to make myself look busy.nyahaha.i should be but i can't.bullfrogs.

embarassing moment na naman kay maryelogs!what can i do, i was attracted to the color red. must be the bull in me.yay talaga yun kimi!you've had your laughs from me.

eek.kakatapos lang ng math exam kanina.hmm,ok lang. don't wanna elaborate bout it.

lib uli. where have all the books and journals gone? may heaven ba ang mga libro? hope to go there someday.

lab.trying to compose craps.PSEP again?hay... foodie galing kay sir ino.anlamig.

still getting insane...

glimpses..

To the Stars Through Difficulties

dahil sa maraming nagtatanong kung ano daw ang ibig sabihin ng aking motto na "Ad Astra Per Aspera", eto na ang sagot ko. marami nakahula nung astra kasi sya yung pinaka-common Latin word na alam ng mga tao.

Galeng di ba? Nakarelate talaga ko.

Tsaka meron pang isa.. gustong-gusto ko yun. isang text message about stars ng isang kaibigan ko. nakalimutan ko nga lang.hehe. next tym na lang uli.

Noise to the World!

concert na bukas ng Good Charlotte!
Sayang, gusto ko sanang manood, kaya lang di ako nanalo ng tickets e. minamalas. at di rin ako agad nakabili ng july issue ng pulp. hay..sayang.i like them, lyrics wise. :) the kind of music i grew up with.oks na punk rock yung sa kanila. di bale, pupuntahan ko na lang din sila sa kung saan man sila magko-concert someday. and i hope, andun pa sila when that time comes.

Ad Astra Per Aspera

yan ang motto ko! akmang-akma talaga.

*pasintabi na lang po sa mga taga-Alabama. :)